Four

I've known for 4 days.  The news doesn't seem any easier to swallow.  We're going to tell our church family this morning.  I feel anxious inside.  I know what everyone is going to say.  I know they will cry and have symphathy for us.  I'm fortunate to have grown up in this church, they are family. 

It's going to be so hard to see all of their sad faces.  My kids church kids are going to have a lot of questions.  I'm going to try to answer them without blubbering.

Here goes.